Sunday, December 28, 2008
Do you know what I am feeling?
Here is my reply to Afzal's last letter that I had posted... My Sweet Love, You don't know how deeply you truly touch my heart. I did not expect to hear from you so soon after our chat, but I had come to talk to you about everything that I feel for you. Yes, I know of all the things I have said to you about staying positive, and you know that I never like to bring you down for any reason. Yet once in a while something hits me, and a sadness or loss just settles in. Likely, some of that has to do...
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Monday, December 22, 2008
Merry Christmas to Everyone
Here is my most recent letter from Afzal.:o) I hope you all have a blessed holiday season. My Darling, I don’t know how to describe my joy and happiness that I feel to be with you. I have seen much of life but never felt this kind of liveliness ever before since the time I have come to know you. Let me tell you that I have often tested and tried many of my friends who thought they love me better but I found them all lacking in one thing or another and also found them below the mark. Your love is...
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Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Ok, here are the "sexy" letters :o)
Did you want to see the "sexy" letters? Here they are.... Ok...not really. Since I can't and won't post those here, let me just tell you that being in love with this man is one of the best things that has ever happened to me, and has changed my life dramatically. Everything he says, and everything he does seems to affect me so deeply. 2 1/2 years into this relationship and I am more in love with this man, still, than I have ever been in love with anyone. I guess the key to this happiness is that...
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Monday, December 15, 2008
Love is Sweet
It's a busy holiday season...yet somehow, I've still managed to stay relaxed. Below is my most recent letter to Afzal... My Sweet Darling... I know I have been neglecting you so much. You have always been writing to me and I have not written anything meaningful for days. Today was really hard. I had to buy a lot of things to make Christmas cookies this year...after I told myself that I was not going to do so much, as it just gives me more and more to do, and it ends up that no one cares about...
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Saturday, December 13, 2008
Is Love Philosophical?
One of the sweetest things about having a relationship with someone is that you are constantly learning about them. Learning about their lives, their thoughts, their feelings... Afzal has not felt too well today, but he sent me this beautiful letter before he went to sleep... My sweet darling, I knew of love just as a desire to release my tension through a physical relationship and not as a spiritual phenomenon. Many will dispute about the true character and personality of love depending on each...
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